Life goes on
It gets so heavy
The wheel breaks the butterfly
Every tear, a waterfall
In the night, the stormy night
She closed her eyes
In the night, the stormy night
Away she'd fly.
- Paradise by Coldplay.
My name is Lauren. I am a sixteen year old who loves movies, television shows, basketball, shopping, reading, blogging, music and being herself. My blog is reverently my diary, and all my thoughts and desires go here!
Adrian: I know you said him coming back wouldn't affect things between us. But saying one thing before it happens and then actually having that thing happen are two different things.
Rose: What are you getting at?
Adrian: I want you, Rose. I've always wanted you. I want to be with you. I'd like to be like other guys and say I want to take care of you too, but... well. When it comes down to it, you'd probably be the one taking care of me.
Rose: Some days I think you're in more danger from yourself than anyone else. You smell like cigarettes, you know.
Adrian: Hey, I have never, ever said I was perfect. And you're wrong. You're probably the most dangerous thing in my life.
Rose: Adrian—
Adrian: Wait. Just listen. It'd be stupid for me to think that your old boyfriend coming back isn't going to have any effect you, So do I like you wanting to see him? No, of course not. That's instinct. But there's more, you know. I do believe that he's a dhampir again. Absolutely. But...
Rose: But what?
Adrian: But just because he isn't a Strigoi doesn't meant it's entirely gone from him. Hold on. Im not saying he's evil or anything like that. But what he went through... It's huge. Epic. We really don't know much about the changing process.What effect did that kind of life have on him? Are there violent parts of him that might suddenly lash out? That's what I'm worried about Rose. I know you. I know you aren't going to be able to help yourself. You'll have to see him and talk to him. But is it safe? That's what no one knows. We don't know anything about this. We don't know if he's dangerous.
Rose: He's not dangerous. He's... sad. Sad for what he's done. The guilt's killing him.
Adrian: I can imagine. I probably wouldn't forgive myself either if I suddenly realized I'd been brutally killing people for the last four months.
Adrian: And for everyone's sake— yes, even his— I really hope he is exactly what he was. Just be careful, okay?